Saturday I was home again. After 14 days in wonderfull Spain.
The flight down there was actually better than expected. I was crying in the airport, and I was crying at take off, but with the " flying without fear" cd in my ears I managed to calm down, and I actually enjoyed to look out of the window. I was so proud:)
My flight back to Denmark was no good. I knew that the Wetter down Europe was bad (and I really hate, to fly over a cloudy sky). So, I cryed all the way to denmark:(
But!! There was improvements! I had one nice flight, and I actually didn't feel claustrophic as I use to do, and I didn't had this weird feeling in my legs
(it feels like I can't reach the flor, when I am in an airplane).
And, I was only afraid the last two days before the travel.
I think, that there is something to work with, and I will fly again, and I will (some day) overcome my fear, I just know!!