I am sitting here - crying.
I (again) thourght I was okay. The hole day I have listened to the fear of flying cd, and it made me pretty calm, and I was thinking: I really can do this!
I am traveling sunday with my husbond and two daughters (the oldest 3 years the youngest 7 months).
Now I am just thinking, that it is so sad, that I will bring them on a plane:'(
My oldest is very much looking forward to fly. And it almost makes me even more sad - Because, I don't know if the flight will be good or bad (don't know if this makes any sense..)
Why did I order this holliday, when I know I can't be on a plane.